For they were fishermen.
Thirty years ago to the day I was ordained a
priest by Bishop Terwilliger in the Parish Church of St. James, Texarkana. I
thought at the time and have thought many times since that the Church and
ultimately God had made a big mistake. But every time I try to pursue that line
of thought I run into the fact that Jesus seems to have made a habit of making
mistakes like that. If it was a mistake,
a miscalculation of character, a failure in all the vetting which the Church
engages in, it was at least not without precedent.
Jesus’ call of the apostles by the Sea of Galilee
seems to be a miscalculation from beginning to end.
First of all, Jesus is looking for the right
people in the wrong place. After the
arrest of John, Jesus prudently withdraws from the south and heads north to Galilee,
to Nazareth and then to Capernaum after his rejection in Nazareth. “Can
anything good come from Nazareth?” was likely proverbial. It is in the south,
not the north, --all the partisans of the lost cause take note—in Judea and in
Jerusalem where you could find the best sort of Jews: biblically literate, the home of the
Pharisees, zealous for the law, expectant and certain that the Messiah, God’s
salvation, can only happen in their
backyard.
Galilee, on the hand, was always spiritually
dark, half-Gentile, always accommodating to Gentile ways, and the first to fall
to foreign domination. Yet it is here that the prophet had said “the people who
walked in darkness will see a great light”. That Jesus himself came from this half-Jewish,
half-Gentile region and began his ministry there is prophetic. It points back
and forward to the truth that "It
is too light a thing that you should be my servant to raise up the tribes of
Jacob and to restore the preserved of Israel; I will give you as a light to the
nations, that my salvation may reach to the end of the earth." Here in the
wrong place “the light of the world” begins to shine.
We at least should know this because we know
where the light is shining now, not in the secularized West but in Africa and
Asia. The right place turns out to be the wrong place and the wrong place turns
out to be the right place. Although we should say it only in fear and
trembling, we might even say that of St. Francis. Certainly for me, even if I
am the wrong person, I have ended up in the right place.
But leaving aside the venue the subsequent record
does little to commend the choice of the fishermen. Misunderstanding, ambition,
betrayal and denial – that is what follows in those whom Jesus calls to follow Him. La
Trahison des clercs, as
the French say, “the treason of the clergy” is a venerable tradition, as old as
the apostles themselves.
Still Jesus does not want to act alone. God-Man
that he is, as Man he humbles himself to need help. In fact this is also the
will of his Divinity, 'Working together' St. Paul says "coworkers with Christ." The Salvation of Man requires that men also act and the
Divine Will cannot wait for men to be qualified. For if that were the case
there would be no need to save mankind in the first place. As it is He not only
dies for us, but asks us to take up our cross.
Jesus says “I will make you fishers of men.”
Fishers of men are not self-made men. “I will make.” “For consider your call,
brethren” St. Paul tells us “not many of
you were wise according to worldly standards, not many were powerful, not many
were of noble birth; but God chose what is foolish in the world to shame the
wise, God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong, God chose what
is low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing
things that are, so that no human being might boast in the
presence of God.”
It is absolutely necessary for Jesus to call us
to that of which we are not capable just so that it will be seen by all that
this God alone has done. We are all called and we are all unqualified. “I can’t
bring others to Christ.” “I cannot share the faith with others,” “I am not much
of an evangelist.” “I cannot be generous with my money and my time.” “Confession
is not for me.” “A daily Mass is out of the question for me.” “I cannot find time
to pray.” Of course it is true. You can’t any more than those fishermen could. But God can and he will. With God those thoroughly
unqualified men turned the world upside down and with Him you can too.
Why fishermen? What is it about fishermen that
might make them well suited to preaching the Gospel? For one thing, fishing is
less akin to farming than to hunting. The farmer sows seed and awaits the
return upon his investment. The hunter or the fisher must, to a certain extent,
take what comes. Fishermen know that they have to keep setting out on the dark,
dangerous and unpredictable sea, even though they may well catch nothing. So it
was us: we have to keep setting out, never mind our lack of qualifications, the
ever present possibility of failure, knowing that what we are to do, what we
are to say, what we are to be, will be given to us. Thirty years as a priest
may not have taught me much but it has taught that much.
For they were fishermen.
Thanks, as always, to Fr. von Balthasar (Light of the World Ignatius 1993) and to
“Marginalia” (http://irenist.blogspot.com)
for the comparison between fishing and farming.
1 comment:
Well done, good and faithful fisherman.
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