My Lord and My God.
Someone remarked to me during Holy Week that I
must have heard plenty confessions since Fr. Duncan and I preached about
confession more than once during Lent. Actually no. I probably heard more confessions than in most
Anglican parishes—we have fifty years or so of solid teaching about confession
in this parish, honored more in the breach than the observance -- but I did not
hear nearly enough confessions. I mention this neither to complain nor to
scold, but because I am afraid you are going to hear another sermon of the
Sacrament of Penance. It is not my idea; it is the Gospel’s idea.
The Risen Lord, after he had got the preliminaries out of the
way: go tell everyone else that I am risen, answered the question ‘what now?”
“What now” is that the apostles are given the great absolution for the world’s
sins, which Jesus bore on the Cross. Not
too surprising given that they had not exactly behaved themselves during the
passion and death of Jesus. But there is more to it than that. Easter is the
feast in which the Church is given the authority to forgive every repented sin.
The first Sunday after Easter, the octave of
Easter has been given many names: ‘Low Sunday’, not because there are fewer
people at Mass, alas true enough, but because the Mass is somewhat simpler than
Easter Sunday; Dominica in albis, ‘the
Sunday in white robes’ because those who had been baptized at the Vigil were
still wearing their baptismal clothes; Quasi modo, like the character in Victor
Hugo’s Hunchback of Notre Dame, who was born on this Sunday, when the Introit
of the Mass began Quasi modo: like newborn infants, long for pure spiritual
milk so that through it you may grow into salvation. More recently this Sunday
has been called Divine Mercy Sunday from a devotion given to the Polish nun,
St. Faustina, and spread by a Polish Pope, St. John-Paul II.
The apostles were the first recipients of this
Divine Mercy and they became like newborn babies. Consider what they were like before Jesus was
in their midst: the doors being shut where the disciples were, for fear of the
Jews. The first consequence of sin is fear, not as some might think fear of
God’s wrath, but fear of ourselves, fear of what we are capable of, fear of
what others think about us and what they might do to us and maybe even fear of
fear. If you are not afraid of something, then you are drunk or foolish or
maybe both.
Jesus says three things in the face of fear:
“Peace be with you . . . As the Father has sent me so I send you . . . Receive
the Holy Spirit.”
Peace be with you. Every confession is an
unconditional surrender on our part. The war is aptly described by St. Paul: I
do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do. The
confessional is not a court of law in which we are found guilty; long before we
come to the priest we should have confessed to ourselves the crime. Otherwise
what is the point of coming? The job for the priest is to convey to you the
Peace of Christ, which passeth all understanding.
As the Father has sent me so I send you. When we
confess our sins, we are not just taking out the garbage, we are taking once
again the vocation which God has given us. The priest may not know precisely
what that vocation is and the penitent himself may not know. As Blessed John
Henry Newman prayed his famous prayer: God
has created me to do Him some definite service. He has committed some work to
me which He has not committed to another. I have my mission. I may never know
it in this life, but I shall be told it in the next. But what that
vocation involves is pretty clear: take up the cross and follow Jesus, the very
cross which the apostles had shunned, the very cross which we are prone to
shun. But it is not a cross we carry by ourselves, Jesus is our Simon of
Cyrene.
Receive the Holy Spirit. St. Jerome says the
each confession is a ‘new Pentecost’ – a fresh outpouring of the Holy Spirit.
It would not do us much good if all that happens is our sins were taken away
until we sin again and nothing was given to us in return. The gifts of the Holy
Spirit are poured out upon us: wisdom, understanding and knowledge, counsel
(right judgment) fortitude, fear of the Lord. Once our hands and hearts are
empty, then God can fill them with his grace.
All this I think gets overshadowed in the Gospel
by so-called doubting Thomas, the guy who missed Mass last week. But the story
of Thomas follows naturally from what comes before. The word ‘confession’ in
Latin means two things, not one: to tell one’s sin and to praise God. We should
notice the way Jesus responds to Thomas and his doubts. His doubts are not
dismissed and there is no reproach from Jesus for his demand for physical
proof. First, Jesus once again says ‘Peace with you’ only this time to Thomas
as well. Curiously enough the text does not tell that us Thomas actually
touched Jesus, despite the way Christian art subsequently presented the scene.
But whatever happened, Thomas ‘confessed’ Jesus “My Lord and my God”.
When we confess our sins, we also confess our
faith. The Sacrament of Penance is a Sacrament of Praise and Adoration, the
lack of which is one of the sins most confessed. What other response is
possible, when the peace of Christ is given, when we receive the Holy Spirit,
the Lord and Giver of Life, and our vocation renewed: My Lord and My God.
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