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disciples indeed, who were still carnal, were amazed at the greatness of His
virtue, they could not yet however recognize in Him the truth of the Divine
Majesty. Wherefore it goes on, “For their hearts were hardened.” But
mystically, the toil of the disciples in rowing, and the contrary wind, mark
out the labors of the Holy Church, who amidst the beating waves of the world,
and the blasts of unclean spirits, strives to reach the repose of her celestial
country. And well is it said that the ship was in the midst of the sea, and He
alone on land, for sometimes the Church is afflicted by a pressure from the
Gentiles so overwhelming, that her Redeemer seems to have entirely deserted
her. But the Lord sees His own, toiling on the sea, for, lest they faint in
tribulations, He strengthens them by the look of His love, and sometimes frees
them by a visible assistance. Further, in the fourth watch He came to them as
daylight approached, for when man lifts up his mind to the light of guidance
from on high, the Lord will be with him, and the dangers of temptations will be
laid asleep. Often then does the love of heaven seem to have deserted the
faithful in tribulation, so that it may be thought that Jesus wishes to pass by
His disciples, as it were, toiling in the sea. But in whatsoever heart He is present
by the grace of His love, there soon all the strivings of vices, and of the
adverse world, or of evil spirits, are kept under and put to rest. –The
Venerable Bede
About the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking
on the sea.
You do not have to be a harden skeptic to wonder
a bit about the first miracle in the Gospel: Jesus walking on the water. It is perfectly
possible to believe that miracles are possible, that they can and do happen and
that this miracle did in fact happen and still wonder what the point of it was.
It might seem a childish dare: “look why I can do and you can’t” the boy yells
from the top of the tree to his fearful playmates below. The other two miracles
mentioned in the Gospel are much easier to understand, the calming of the sea
and the multiplication of the bread and
fish, miracles motivated by necessity and compassion. But does Jesus really
need to walk on the water?
In fact, when Jesus walks on the water he is
saying ‘look what I can do and you can’t’ and he is saying that when he
performs any miracle. The definition of a miracle is doing something which
nature and man cannot do. True enough the results of some miracles could be
done by nature but God gets the results without nature. Someone might be instantaneously
cured of a disease, although the doctors might have been able to heal him given
enough time.
All miracles are, therefore, an incentive to
faith. Jesus says in St. John’s Gospel “Believe me that I am in the Father and
the Father in me; or else believe me for the sake of the works themselves’. Miracles convey to us information which serves
belief. The quote from Jesus at least implies that we might be able to get
along without miracles – ‘believe me’ – and many theologians have held that
this is a better, more meritorious state of affairs. But there is nothing in
the world wrong with believing with the help of miracles. Miracles give us
something to go on, tilt us in the direction of faith, not in a the way that
faith is no longer necessary, but in way which inclines us to believe.
Jesus walks on the water in order to show that
he is God, doing what only God can do. And the other miracles show us the same
thing. We might think that miracles let us off the hook for believing, for
having faith, because miracles give us hard evidence. But St. Thomas says that
miracles do not prove that Jesus is God in the way in which a mathematical
formula or scientific observation might prove something. Why? One big reason is
that we cannot reproduce a miracle on demand, which would be necessary if we
wanted to subject it to mathematical analysis and scientific experimentation.
Miracles demonstrate that Jesus is God not by
some sort of scientific proof but by drawing forth from us faith. Faith
the old medieval guys said was something halfway between science and opinion. Faith is not based on nothing but neither is it
as simple as 2+2+4. Part but not all of
the reason we believe is miracles, they are part of that something upon which
faith is built and preserved. All miracles give us something to go on, tilts us
in the direction of faith.
All the miracles of Jesus are compassionate,
walking on the water every bit as much as calming the storm, the miracles which
tell us who Jesus is as much as the miracles that heal us. Jesus demonstrates his divine authority and
his power over nature and his compassion by calming the storm as well as by walking
on the water. He does the same when he heals the sick, raises the dead, gives
sight to blind, makes the lame walk.
Miracles
reveal the divine love and mercy too because God will not force us or coerce us
into believing. He always gives us a way out. There has never been and never
will be a miracle that you cannot talk yourself out of or someone else talk you out of. God always preserves our freedom.. This can never
be taken away from us but it also the very thing which makes hell hell
and heaven heaven.
I cannot count the number of miracles I have
experienced and I also cannot the number of the times when miracles have been ignored
or forgotten or seemed to have no discernible influence over what people believe
and do. This the price we for pay for free wills, the price of love.
But miracles need not only to be noticed but also
remembered. The Bible is largely a record of miracles because people were worried that they would forget them and that future generations would not know
them. Because the only way people can stop being afraid, like the disciples in
the boat, is if they remember what God alone has done. The Jews never stopped hoping because they
remembered that first Passover, Exodus, the parting of the sea. One thing that
is obvious from the New Testament is that the Apostles also had to do a lot of
remembering. In their case and our case this involves painful memories as well
as pleasant ones. The times when we did
not understand about the loaves; when we thought Jesus was a ghost; when we
hardly noticed that the wind and storm raging about us was stilled.
About the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking
on the sea
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